Confused...

So many things happen today, i'm reali very stress and confused at the moment... I reali don't know what i'm doing for my life now... Working everyday is so meaningless... Cause my life is so messed up now... Should i even bother to hear you explain all this things to me or even bother to listen what the other 2 person has told me bout you... I'm just life a zombie now... It's hollow inside me all this while... Oh ya... Recently i've heard a new thai song called " Kwam Kid " and i love it like hell... Damn meaningful la... I shall post the video below later... The song reali expresses how i feel inside me all this while... Why thai songs all so meaningful 1... Haiz... Why do i have so much patience for a person... I shouldn't be soft hearted anymore... Haiz... I feel like killing someone now... I also dunno why... Anyone also can don't need to be him... She keeps messaging me and tell me not to be angry with her and stuffs... I'm not angry... I'm just shocked to be kept in the dark... I never wanna be the last 1 to know about everything... I think i wanna change my hp number soon... I don't want anyone to find me... I'm sick and tired with all the nonsense i get from people everyday... I wanna go on a trip and get away from all this stuffs... I wanna work hard earn money and get of here... I'm just a fool all along...